03 July 2007

i need time for myself

salam... being mama is good but there is a time when i feel like i dont have time for myself... i got to do the same thing repeatedly..continously.. ergh.. its so exhausting, tiring.. especially when iffah got her leg(dah blay jalan) die tersangat la lasak..maybe lasak is not the best word sangat byk kerje... every single thing she wants to touch.. wants to godek2... but i always take the +ve positive.. never mind she is in the learning process.. so i have to let her try.. explore... according to what i read.. let your baby exploring things around them.. it is not a good practice if you place them in the playpen when they are start crawling... moving from one place to another by themselves... sementare aku x keje lagik nih.. aku jadik fully housewife.. home engineer.. unless ade urusan.. aku bwk jerk derang p memane... bawak 2 baby p jalan2 is not easy tau... without hubby... i am always be the last person to get on the bed... sometimes ezwan ... but most of the time is me... now ariff need formula milk so i have stay awake in the middle of sleeping to prepare his milk... iffah ok just sumbat jerk dgn mimik badan .. penatnyer... i cannot imagine how my life would be when im start working... ya Allah give me a good health n make me strong ...
but most of the time im enjoy with my life now.. EVEN
i am the last person masok tdo
i have a limited time to belek2 myself... my face.. my stretchmark dh ilang ke lom..my hair.. etc
i rarely sleep during daytime... ergh.... kalo dpt skali cukup la bestnyer
... what else.. sket jerk rupenyer
to conclude being mama is great, enjoy, n feel blessed

marina love ezwan
mama love iffah
mama love ariff