28 August 2008

Bersalin Story


It was started on 22nd August 2008. It was Friday. I am supposed to go for a weely checkup on yesterday but since Ezwan is not well and on MC so we decided to spend our time together. After send the babies to taska.. i went for breakfast while waiting for the clinic time on 9 am. Around 830am went to the clinic and register. While waiting ezwan called and he is coming as he wanted to take important document he left in the car. My name called. Dr Faz scanned my belly and told me that air ketuban dah kurang sgt. She said that we cannot wait for a longer time and i need to get induced. As the doc talking to me Ezwan entered the room ann i ckp abang doc kate kenee induced. and again Dr Faz explain to Ezwan. i asked her if this situation is critical or not because i nak ezwan p minum.. sbenanye nk minum MILO AIS!!! nk beli brg2 baby sket. Dr Faz kate ok je blay jalan2 dulu.. since last week i only dilated 1 cm. Ish lambatnyer laa.. heh.. So we headed to Warta.. dah beli2 sket terus p AZIM. Naik terus level 2 utk admitted. biase laaa procedure2 sume.. amik BP.. body temperature.. tuka uniform... ezwan balik office jap. Dr Faz came at 1 pm to induce me.. she inserted ubat utk contraction utk bukakkan lagi jalan... so i need to lie down 1 hour x blay bgn.. time tu Ila datang dgn kawan die.. so berborak2 tergelak2 sume.. x saket lagi pon.. start kul 4 the contraction begin.. it is only the mild one.. everytime the contraction started i pegang tepi katil.. tp mmg blay tahan lagi.. i mmg berazam x akan amik epidural.. n yess dah engat camne rase contraction yang saket nk mampos tu...







mak abah datang utk amek Iffah n Ariff.. borak2 still contraction on tp i larat lg borak2 layan anak lagi.. petang bile mak abah nk bawak anak2 balik.. i salam mak abah.. sedih.. sempat ckp sorry je tapi tu pon dah sebak sgt.. hi ye i tgh nk fight antare hidup n mati... nyawa kat hujung rambut ni... mase salam mak i nanges n tgh terbaring pasal perut tgh pasang CTG.. I perasan Iffah nampak i sedih n die pon mencebik muke nak nanges.. (anak dare aku yang sensitif dgn situasi)haaa mase memule nurse letak CTG tuh kat perut die duduk kat bantal kat mama n asik rase i punyer dahi n pipi n cakap "Mama demam ke.." " mama caket ke".. muke pon nmpak cam ala2 saspen.. alahai Iffah.. sedih mama... bile derang sume dah balik i mintak maaf ngan Ezwan plak.. mmg sedey x hengat time tuh.. dalam lps maghrib Dr Faz datang n check the dilation.. still 1 cm.. frustnyer.. Dr kate tguu dulu tgk camne.. time tuh i dah x saket ape terus tido.. dr pukul 8 pm smpi 11 lebih camtue terbgn sbb rase contraction balik... panggil nurse.. 2 - 3 cm... ermm ade pon progress... ezwan mmg tido je kat seblah I.. i yg mmg x blay tido.. panggil nurse lagik dalam dekat pukul 2.. i mmg budget i besalin mlm nih.. nurse check 4 cm.. good.. n die nk anta p labour room since die kate nih anak no 3.. n jalan mmg dah penah bukak n shw was expecting yang 3rd one nih cepat laaa jugak.. so .. off we went to labour room.. i punyer excited..seram.. seriau nk saket.. sume ade... 4 cm n i still blay buat lawak2 ngan Ezwan.. borak2 ngan die just bile ademcontraction tuh i terdiam le sekejap... siap msg2 Ila n ezwan bgtau MIL sume kitorang dah kat labour room..







lelame i pon sedar bile i tertido... kul 7 lebih nurse datang kejut I.. time tuh Ezwan dah naek atas semayang Subuh n tido kat katil.. dkat pukul 8 Dr Faz datang still 4 cm..?? Dr Faz nak dripkan utk bg contraction kuat sket n pecahkan air ketuban.. i mmg takut la plak nak pecahkan air ketuban.. takut saket tp Alhamdulillah mmg x saket ape.. Dr Faz very gentle buat keje.. air ketuban dah xde.. hopefully drip tu membantu n cpt2 bersalin.. haaa time tuh contraction dah makin kuat... i dah x larat nk ckp ape sume lagi dah.. dah x hengat ape dah sume ... byk kali nurse offer pain killer jab.. i tolak i kate i blay tahan lagi... 5 cm.. ya Allah lmbtnyer... bile nurse dah offer2 3-4 kali i rase dah x kuat utk rase contraction punyer saket lagi.. n i mintak pain killer jab.. i penah amik jab nih n die buat I tido.. tp time nih i x sempat tido.. lps i amek jab je.. saket bertambah.. bertimpa2.. ahah.. saket gile woiii... mate dah ngantuk sgt tp x blay tido.. bile i start rase nk buang air besar.. nurse dah readykn position i utk bersalin... tegakkan katill.. naikkan 2-2 kaki I.. ape ntah name bende tuh.. siap ade holder utk berpegang mase meneran..







Dr Faz dah dtg n siap duduk kat depan I... mmg rase nk terkeluar sgt dah.. tp mate ngantuk sgt sampai i rase nk mintak dr vakum je x pon tarik budak pakai forcep... pasal dah ngantuk sgt n x larat sgt... then Ezwan pujuk I cakap.. sayang bangun tahan sket.. i teran je skali terus klua kepale n bahu terus.. Alhamdulillah.. camtue laa budak kecik tu lahir... Dr Faz terus letak kat dada I.. cam kat previous entry.. doc kate Marina nk tido .. tido la dulu ek... alaaaa nk menjahit laa tuh... automatik mate nih terus segar... pasal i eager nk BF die dulu... nurse bersih2kan baby Ezwan azan n iqamatkan n bawak kat i utk i susukn.. memule die x pandai.. bile i pici sket nipple n bagi die rase kolostrum terus die latch n tadaaaaa pandai dah terus anak mama.. doc pon dah sudah menjahit stich x byk 4 je.. n nurse bersih2 kan i siapkn utk terus bawk p naik kat wad... i mintak anak utk susukn.. n derang bawk p nurseri dulu.. i pulak dah balik wad mandi2.. kepale pening plak tu... sementare si baby dah smpi n dah ready n x saba utk mimik.. i terus mimikkn die smbil baring n tido.. ezwan pulak bile tgk i dah stabil sume br die yakin utk tinggalkan i n balik rumah amek2 barang...







thats all for my 3rd bersalin experience..