this week penat.. keje mcm x keje je.. Ariff diagnosed pneumonia kind of paru2 berair and not allowed to go to taska.. so i WFH la smlm.. internet pon lembab gile nk remote pc dari rumah.. lg la xde semangat nk keje kan.. im thinking of resign.. nak jage anak sendiri.. xde hati nk keje.. xtau Ariff ok ke x.. td call MIL n die kate Ariff ok x demam.. smlm lg laaa even satu hari dgn die die x mkn langsung.. sume x nak.. susu pon x nak.. skali je minum susu.. risau .. mmg xde hati nk keje.. arini pegi office dgn xde hatinyer pergi utk clear pending things aje..
now I got 2 'kaki' utk bisnes I yg kat M.O.S tu.. hopes everything ok.. sorang dah on.. lg sorang baru nk start ni..
back to the story.. talked to my leader pasal resign and she/he refused since im still young and im in the important project which boleh jual punyer experience.. boleh jual pon boleh jual la kan tp pasal anak2 camne kan.. sgt harap Ariff ok.. another one let me thing deeply.. get 2nd opinion on Ariff condition.. dont make rush decision.. tp bile anak2 camni mmg xde hati pon nk keje... setakat client push2 tu mmg I bolayan aje... yes.. maybe I need to think more .. sembahyang istikharah ... Insya Allah .. Tuhan tunjuk jalan keluar .. solutionnyer..
Iffah got the point at last!!! Yahudi x jahat... Zionis yg jahat... Alhamdulillah anak mama.. u such a big, adorable girl of mine..
kesimpulannye.. currently i am a bit down.