I dont have a good night sleep for the past couple of days since last week.. Izzah will sleep around 8 or 9 or even 10 but she is still awake in the midnight.. sigh.. Unlike Iffah and Ariff, we trained their bedtime around 930 to 10 and we made it!! Alhamdulillha.. but still Im having problem with Izzah..
what shes doing in the middle of night?? no kakak Iffah and no Abang Arif to entertain her.. but she just like Iffah.. she can play by herself.. panjat sane sini.. kacau2 abah yg tgh tido.. or kacau2 abah yang tgh maen game.. exploring house like nobody's business, when shes cranky all I need to do is to feed her.. yes she wanted to eat!!! biskut marie.. kerepek.. and even nasik.. since I will cook every night for my kids.. dah ade bibik xkan bibik buat sume... so Izzah akan rasmikan lauk2 yang baru masak tu... ish si kecik ni.. sometimes I called her Si Kecik and suprisingly she will look at me and smile... aaahahahahahahaa...
the last night is so miserable.. she slept at 9 and awoke in midnight and play until 4 something.. Im really exhausted... bagi mimik, maen2 (mimik = breastfeed), nk biar aje die maen smbil nk buat2 tido kang ade bende ape2 jadik menyesalx sudah.. so terpakse lah Mama tido mate sebelah... pastue rase die dah baring sendiri.. latch.. n baru rase terlayang.. tetibe 0530 Iffah and Ariff bangun... si kecik tu pon bgn laaa skali... warghhhhhhh penat!!!!! tensennye!!!!! ade Iffah and Ariff lagi laa I x boleh terleka sgt diorang pon kecik lagi.. kang tetbe geram diorang.. tekan pale adik laa bergilir2, angkat2 Izzah tu yang I tak tahan tu.. menyakat Izzah.. Si Ariff pulak time die nye perangai ngan Izzah pon x boleh share.. si Izzah yg kecik tu pon dah pandai nk gadoh ngan kakak abang die.. nk rebut2 toy.. rebut mama.. sume lah.. si kecik.. si kecik.. so smlm I WFH and Ezwan pon MC sbb demam... tp panggil bibik gak x larat laaa buat chores sume... dpt la tido sejam due..lunchtime...
so tonight lps siap2 kn the kids utk tido.. salin baju laen.. basuh muke.. tuka pampers segale. I teringat plak one of Gugu Gaga Era episode which she faced with the same problem .. Aleesya awake all night... she went to paed (gile laa anak x boleh tido malam bawak gi paed, kalau aku call mak aje laaa .. eheheh).. the paed ask her to massage Aleesya.. die tunjuk laaa camne sume.. so dah terpikir tu I try buat kat Izzah... lps pakaikn pampers... start massage die... enjoy kene massage die siap baringkn pale die.. amboi bdak ni die engat macam kat spa ke..... siap gelak2 panggil mama.. babah sume... dari kecik2 mmg biase massage tp xde laa I nk massage satu badan sume... lgpon dah dkat sethn ni.. ngan anak yg berderet2 tu( cam la ramai sgt) buat mane yang sempat aje lahhh.. Mak massage pakai Body Shop nye body gel lagi u!!! mmg recommend laa body gel nih.. Total Energy Enlivening Body Gel with guarana, ginger, and organic bergamot essential oil... bau die mmg relaxing.. for those yang boleh tolerate ngan bau ginger ni okay laaa... bile ade ginger so boleh agak laaa die nyer bau camne kan? Alhamdulillah until now since Izzah sleep from 10 pm die nyenyak gile smpi skang.. x terbgn2 langsung... I siap doa2 byk2 kat Allah.. tolong laaa aku malam ni.. bagi laaaa aku tido ngan aman sket.. mintak2 Tuhan makbulkn doa I.. cet nk mintak doa makbul tapi Isyak pon belommm... ok laaa ciaow!!! Macam x caye skrg baru pukul 0111 and I dah ready nk masuk tido yeay.. yeay.. ops Isyak dulu.. stay tuned..
